March 22nd, 2002

Things done changed.

I have a man.
A good man.
A man who appreciates me for who I am,
and whom I appreciate for who he is
(and I don`t care if that`s grammatically correct).
While I have NOT deleted my dating profile,
and I`m still looking at my notes occasionally,
it ain`t a priority.
No, we`re not married, or engaged...so I CAN still look.
However, I`m giving him the most important thing
a foundling relationship can warrant:
belief.
Not faith, which implies believing in something unearned, or unwarranted.
Belief, based on our actions together,
and the hope that things will continue as they are.
I believe that he is very special, and deserves to be treated as such.
I hate to be corny, and quote Jill, but "He loves me..."

So, brothas...fine as you are...as many notes as you choose to send...and while I still appreciate them...the response may NOT be forthcoming. Hate if ya want to(although why anyone would waste the energy to drop me a nasty note questioning my motives is beyond me)...I`m letting this thang play itself out. Oh yeah...if it turns out badly, I`ll change back my status, and append this page with the gory details. I have no problem highlighting & making light of my mistakes. BUT...I think we`ve got potential, and that`s too precious to squander.


Yes, you can still
apply here and if you`re exceptional, I`ll still hit you back.

I said we`re not married, yet ;-)